I've been wanting to blog for quite awhile but the internet is sooo lag :D I didn't know L reads my blog. Hur, my weekend friend!

Anyway, tomorrow is the last day of 2006. And I haven't done my homework.

ZzZzZzZzZzZ ): (it's a cutiiiezzxzx sleeping sign)

Anyhows, I think 2006 was a total waste of time for me ): Like I did very little things that are of worth. But nevermind, at least I know more people this year. Bah.

Byebye 2006 & hello 2007.

It's gonna be a great year. I want it to be. *Bimbotic voice* Cos the year ends with seven, therefore it's gonna be great.

Actually there's 3 main things to focus at,

1) Christ
2) Studies
3) Music

The only thing that remains is if I want to work hard. Am I willing to run that extra mile since I'm lagging behind in last year's work? Can I do QT daily? Am I able to study everyday and do my homework etcetc ? Should I practise my scores ..

Which makes me kinda want to apologise to Euphe because I don't practise my scores and then I screw up at D lessons which makes her kinda dragged behind. Sorry, I hope to change in '07!

aiefjaeojuaofapriaopgtkiapkpkgtpae.

Reminds me of the song Change.

Should I? Could I? Must I?

And I want to thank my friends (like upon receiving prize) for all that they have done for me! I think life wouldn't be fun if I hadn't had them (:

I shall do my homework in 2007, haha. And oh, I might change a blog address for 2007.

:D I never liked new year resolutions but since everybody else is making them, I shall to!

OKAY *clears throat*

2007 RESOLUTIONS
1) In everything I do, put Christ first.
2) Be more hardworking X5000000 (I hope they come out some hardworking medicine in '07)

That's all I need. Still not used to making resolutions/goals and all those crap that everybody does.

COME FOR WATCHNIGHT BABY!

When I'm alone the world is
Such a different place
Sometimes it's hard to keep
The smile upon my face
It seems like I try so hard
Still I let You down
It's taken so long
but now there's One thing that I've found

When everything starts crashing down
When all I know falls to the ground
When darkness comes and I can't see
You're always there to rescue me

I'm gonna do last minute Christmas shopping tomorrow, so if you want a present..

BE NICE (:

Today Zoi vomitted in the car and it splashed onto my leg. Ahh everyday of my life have something dramatic.

I got a confession to make,

When I was in kindergarten, I shitted on my pants all because I was too shy to ask the teacher if I could go to the toilet! Ahahaha, I think I was a cute kid.

Today was pretty exciting, I fell down. Technically, I slipped at the staircase and fell on my butt, till now it's super painful ):

W, I know how you feel. Hahaha!

But at least you didn't fall in front of like, alot of strangers and I didn't dare to look back cos I was dead embarrased. Lol. Plus I was groaning in pain; couldn't help it! Pain where got people laugh right? Left.

It wasn't my fault that my slippers and the stupid stairs kinda have no friction right? It was drizZERling ):

According to the book of Zoi, you know how raining comes about? She says that God takes a pail of water from the swimming pool in His house (His house is blue in colour btw) and pour it on the floor so that's how we get rain.

Yes, according to Zoi. By the way, she's kinda um, holy because sometimes in the middle of a foodcourt (yes, full of a gazillion people) she would lift her hands up, shut her eyes and shout (not even say, it's a shout) ,

HALLELUJAH!

Told ya, she's holy. Zoooooooi is five. And you can't, absolutely can't, go out with her without a brown bag to cover your face because this is just one of the few minor things that she does in public.

Today she suddenly screamed upon seeing the trailer Night of the Museum (because we just watched that movie, will talk more about it later) which scared a passerby who was like, what happened, what happened! And that passerby just stopped while walking.. funny expression! Zoi's scream scared a big golden retriever before, I hope you get the idea.

Anyway, today I watched the Night of the Museum. It's a night show which was why I was willing to step out of my pigsty to watch it because nobody can really see my face in the dark right? And yeah, it's a nice show! Super funny, dumbdumb is my friend (:

And I've got a Pocket PC! YAY, my grandaunt bought it but she doesn't know how to use it so she passed it on to me. It's great that rich older people don't know how to use modern technology but they can afford it and pass on to young, cute people like me :D I'll probably need it lah, cos I'm a super duper disorganised so I hope it helps!

I wanted to blog about something but I can't remember now. It's pretty irritating because I cannot remember what it is ):

Oh! Maybe I have to write this name,

Debbie (bo bebbie bo neh neh fenah mo mebbie fi fai.. mad)

If not she'll commit suicide because she cannot see her name on my blog ): See, I wrote your name already, please give me a nice, extremely big Christmas present in return?

ME WANT CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ME WANT CHRISTMAS PRESENT! *Spastic face

Anyhows I'm having this super formal wedding dinner on Christmas day and I have to wear dress and high-hells (no, I mean heels) and everything that defines a lady. It's gonna be damn cool because I'll be Cinderellaish. Gosh, I sound bimbotic. Anyway I don't like weddings cos it's boring but I think I shall endure it because there'll be food and I'll see my lovely dear whom I haven't seen in ages.

So I shall endure some boring wedding dinner and I'm not even sure who's the couple. Great.

Oh yeah, I think what I wanted to say just now was what R told me over the phone. He told me that he had one word for me and that word was

Focus.

It hit me quite hard and I knew what God was trying to tell me in that very instant but sigh, you're talking to the ultimate lazy bum here.

Just as long as you work hard, everything will fall into place and when it's that moment, do not worry for everything is in control.

I need to sleep on it.

There's this Christmas song stuck in my head! The in excelsis deo song, must be Leon's msn nick. Anyhows, listen to the Reliant K version. I think it's pretty funny but everybody else thinks it's cool. Oh, I think the song is called Angels we have heard on high? Whatever lah, to me it's the GLORIA song :D

Ah, should I go for Afterglow tmr! Anyhows, good morning! It's 1:20AM on my clock which is very very accurate, according to me.

Due to SISTER R'S complain, now people can comment without using their blogger ID already andandand the comment comes in another window, try it! (: I know I sound quite bimbotic like that, but it doesn't really matter because people haven't seen my sister.

Anyway! My face is peeling like a whatever-that-peels-disgustingly. Serious. My sister says I'm gonna be damn ugly on Christmas because all my skin will start to peel disgustingly ):

Later I wanna call D cos apparently she's bored (:

I'm not going to go out ever again because I look disgusting. I mean more than the usual face okay? Lol. And I must start doing Christmas gifts already, efkaiosefropakeosklamvfnhjskajrioaejo!

On a serious note, I wanna say sorry for those people whom I promised I will go yesterday to partyworld. Sorry that I fang ge zi, forgive me? ):

You make me walk on the water,
shine in the dark
and soar over mountains.

I've decided to put aloe vera gel on my oh-so-sunburnt skin. Can you believe it, I actually forgot about aloe vera gel until J asked me. And he asked me if I wanted to go fishing, ha-ha. Maybe I should go because it sounds quite exciting but SISTER R asked me to go out with her after her piano exam and I bet she misses me alot so I should go out with her (:

Sigh, I don't know; I should decide on Wednesday.

Anyway, I'm supposed to be at tuition now but I'm convinced that I'm unwell and even the weather agrees with me because it's raining heavily.

*Coughs coughs*

Anyhows SISTER R! (: I just prayed for you and I'm pretty convinced that everything is gonna turn out just fine. So don't worry and continue to have faith okay woman? *Grins spastically

Aha, my primary six class has decided to have a reunion after three years! I think it's pretty funny. Anyway I have made a deal, I'm only going if they are going to treat me brownie with nicenice vanilla ice cream on top. Yum.

I think I'm getting fat, but it doesn't matter according to my awesome mum because she says next year is gonna be a bad year for me so I'm gonna lose weight somehow or another. It's great news, I hope she's 1000000% right.

Anyway I think Euphe is out of town and she didn't tell me! Rah, I'm going to bite her head off the next time I see her! It's a threat.. does it sound like one?

I'm being pretty random in this post if you hadn't notice.

I'm going for this nicenice dinner later. It sucks, I keep eating! Ha-ha, but it's nice food so I can't really complain. Happy birthday grandpapa! Love you lots (:

Oh no, I just realised I'm gonna meet them only 30 minutes later and I haven't gotten ready yet.

I love blogging.

The sun decided to come down and give me a kiss yesterday at the beach so I'm officially sunkissed now. Okay fine, I'm sunburnt but it makes me sound as if I'm a meat in some kind of BBQ and I don't like it. It hurts, really. I can't even walk properly and I'm like always five thousand yards behind. It's the same like wearing the disgusting shoes at CO performances, I'm always trying my best to keep up with the other girls.

I think I write very long sentences nowadays. I think it's a bad thing, but it doesn't really matter; just shows that I'm probably getting more naggy. Anyhow, I shall write slightly more about yesterday or you should just read Pf's blog because it's the same thing cos we roughly had the same day right? Left. (the answer reminds me about Leon, lol)

So let me sum it up to 3 words, yesterday was amazing! :D I think it was so unbelivable that I can't find the right words to describe the whole event. Let's fast forward {>>} to today.

I woke up like 6:40am today which was weird because I haven't been waking up at 6+am ever since school closed. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep all those crap lah. Anyways, today I watched the Magic of Love (Christmas) organised by FCBC :D And the thing about magic is always appearing and disappearing.

So it was simply like,
*Appear*
Some random confusing music will play
*Disappear*
-Applause from audience-

But I think the main point of the whole show was the last bit of it, where no magic was shown but the gospel was preached. And oh, the whole thing is in chinese so this is the first time I have ever prayed in chinese too! (: There were people saved tonight even though the preaching was like, 15 minutes. I think there was this sincerity that the Pastor had in him as he shared personal things with so many gazillion people in the Max Pavillion tonight.

And I'm very hungry now. Yes, at 12:06AM, my stomach is whining like a pig. Aha, I think I'm gonna be dead because I'm supposed to show my tuition teacher like around 120 sums that I'm supposedly have done already. Righttttttttttttt, I've done maybe only thirty therefore I'm gonna die. I haven't start ANY of holiday homework too, I just remembered.

Nevermind, let's think happy thoughts! Ahhhhhhhhh, I'm really hungry.

Oh, how I love Pandora :D Anyway I received my first Christmas present already, it's cool, but isn't it abit too early? And I bought some Christmas presents for my friends last night and it's still half-done (:

Since I'm on the topic on Christmas, anybody got any plans from Christmas eve to Christmas day? :D Call meee!

Today I woke up with an urge to help find out the answer to this question asked by E.

How do you know God exists? (well, something to this extent)

Because fakgjljioaerjuioersjgigjobarfuieofafeeagdghbtoaef (: I found some answers on the Internet but it wasn't satisfying (at least to me) , so I shall continue to search until I'm satisfied or rather until E is satisfied (:

Christianity is about a relationship between you and God and He is everywhere with you. And if that's the case, why must it be that only going to church means that you are a devoted Christian?

An interesting question I came upon this morning. It's true that some people go to church every Sunday and only becoming a Christian on Sundays. Well, these are the Sunday Christians, and it doesn't necessarily mean that they are devoted Christians right?

On the other hand, it doesn't mean everybody is like that. What's more, before that, we have to ask a question. What is a church all about? A church is about nurturing Christians. Therefore, even though the relationship is about you and God, we need older and more matured Christians to help with our journey with Christ.

By spending time with other Christians, we become encouraged in our faith and realize that we’re not alone -- whether we’re facing struggles or experiencing joys. We also need other Christians around us to “keep us in line” and help us see where we need to grow and what behavior or ideas we have that might be damaging to our faith. Thus, going to church does not prove your devotion, rather it's more about fellowship which means spending time with other Christians and having teaching from other Christians to remind us of truth and stimulate our thinking, which will help us grow in our faith.

This is just how I feel, these answers are not, I repeat, not model answers but it's the best I can come up with. Please tell me if it's wrong or anything and I hope this have helped anybody who had this in mind.

I love the person who questioned about this, that's why I wanted to try my best and answer it. Please tell me if you think otherwise about what I've said above, because I think (and hope) you know who you are (:

And if it helped you, please tell me because it'll make 5000 times more happy :D

This is my 60th post since 151215640 months ago I started this blog. I was supposed to perform today but due to the crazy condition of my body, I didn't. Which sucks particularly because I really wanna get out from my crazy little pig sty.

Ah, 'nuff said. Blogger beta actually helps to check your spelling. Reminds me of Microsoft Word and I don't like it.

I went HOGC yesterday with my friends. The night before I was praying for them. Perhaps they are so dear to me that I really wanted them to be saved. Ahhhh, so yesterday we went HOGC and I was excited and nervous even though I tried to keep my cool. I was bursting with emotions. Then what struck me most was what V told me, you must have faith. Faith, as small as a mustard seed. I was afraid but a small voice told me, " Just leave it to Me because I will handle everything. " Even though I knew it was from Him, I couldn't relax, I didn't have enough trust. This was what I have learned yesterday that I have to trust Him no matter what because He is in control.

I thought I did, but in fact I didn't. As some of them started to share the gospel to each one of them I started to jump. I wanted to scream and shout because it was it, I mean, will God answer my prayer? As people asked me to relax, I couldn't even though I tried. Then later I found out that nobody prayed the prayer and so I was crushed. Crushed spiritually.

Then halfway through it all, I realised that all the while He was asking me to wait patiently as He started to work in their lives. We just needed time and His concept of time and mine is totally different. While I dreamed of instant salvation, He wanted to work slowly. Then it was clear that He was telling me, wait and see.

I decided to cheer up and then I found out W was that one small step in receiving Christ. My spirit soared. I was more than just pure elated. Then I knew He could do anything and everything, all I had to have was patience.

Can you say my prayer was not answered? No, but it'll soon be and it doesn't matter if it's 3 years later.

My blog should win the Worst-fashion-sense blog award for 2006 man, and yeah P, I can't change the template too! (:

Okay, did I mention that I like Firefox? Aha, anyways, my phone can take photos again without my memory card screwing up.

*Jumps around*

Ahhhhhhhh, I think I like songs with a certain feel and I can't explain it. It's just that kind of music. That certain type of music. Hell, I'm not making sense but hardly anything in this world make sense right?

I don't wanna be a kindergarten teacher nor an actress anymore. I wanna be a music composer! Please tell me I can make it. Even if it's for nursery rhymes, it doesn't matter right? *Grins to myself

So yeah, I shall go compose music for hot stars like Rain (Beee/Bi) or Madonna.

Or I should compose music for myself and sing it myself. There, I can be a composer cum singer. Like two in one kinda thing, just that usually we have three-in-one stuff. Hmmmmm, that means I lack of one more area. Then it shall be er, an actress (please ignore the fact that I said that I didn't want to be an actress one paragraph above).

Okay good. It's all in the entertainment industry. Because it's the easiest way earn big bucks right? I mean, all I have to do is to look and sound good which I obviously do, correct?

This shall be it. The only problem left is to choose which company. I mean everybody wants to employ me right? I do have a looooooooot of potential, you know. When I say a lot, I mean.. a lot.